so this is what i wish i could say.

S

I have something to tell you. Matt and I never stopped being friends, all of those years that you thought I never talked to him, well you thought wrong. He was a huge part of my family. and now that he is gone I have become close to Amanda. She is like my sister and i can tell her anything. she like her brother would give her life for me and the kids, she comes over to the house all of the time and just hangs out she comes for dinner and helps with the boys. she has been a life line sine losing Matt.

Matt was a good man and you killed him you were a slut who left 4 months after you lost the baby, and that killed him. you like to play the victum in all of this oh he told me that he was going to kill s um yah what man is going to be ok with some slpeeing with his wife, oh and we had your hotmail password and saw the emails i KNOW the you playing the fled when you lived at matts dad house. I am not dumb. we all know what you did the man is deid why do you have to keep lieing about it now?